Monday, March 30, 2009

BART moments

I guess it was right between reading about Raskolinov's dream of being found out in Crime & Punishment, hearing "La Corde" by Yann Tiersen, and watching life pass by me on BART when I suddenly realized how surreal the moment was. Do you ever take time to just sit silently and reflect on your life?

Life passes by so quickly. It seems like there is always something new. New friends. New faces. New locations. New jobs.

Maybe I don't know where I'm supposed to be. I don't know what job I'm meant for. I don't know if I'll ever get meet anyone to drink coffee with me every morning at my kitchen table. But I do know who I am today. I know I'm not who I was yesterday. I'm not who I am going to be tomorrow. But for today, you just get me. I'm always learning about myself and that's exciting but at my core I am God's. And that's kind of a relief. It's something I can count on.

I apologize for the sudden after-school special but you know...suck it up. ;)
Hmmm Yann Tiersen.
Inspired.

Monday, March 9, 2009

sometimes the day calls for a long hug.
today is one of those days...this week is one of those weeks.

leaning on God for all my answers is sometimes hardest when
i feel like everything around me is so uncertain.

...

tomorrow is another day.